...hErE's mY sIdE oF rAiNbOw...

I'm soo afraid when I've heard about it.  Not to mention we have to go to the office and fulfill our so-called commitment.  

And yeah, it's raining so hard when we went home.  Or should I say, it's soooo windy, even roofs are flying everywhere... And I mean EVERYWHERE!!! (It's so goddamn disturbing!!)

It's not a joke walking against the wind with just an umbrella and a jacket.  Good thing my husband's with me, but I'm so afraid something might happen to us.  Well, yeah, I've always been a negative thinker eversince.  I just can't remove my worries in a snap, unlike him who used to enjoy these kind of stuffs.

There even came a moment when we really can't stand the wind anymore, we are almost blown by the wind.  Good thing, we're just near Guadalupe Market.  We got a shelter at least.

This is the worst experience I've had with storms.  Who would have thought that call center peeps are still working though wind and rain is already blasting their anger outside.  

AND YES, I GUESS WE ARE SUCH A HERO TO TAKE CALLS THOUGH AFTER SHIFT WE'LL BE FACING A VERY STRONG STORM..

I'm just happy that we're safe.  

I won't have this fuckin' adventure again.  I don't care if I don't get my health bonus for that month, or my pay for that day AS LONG AS ME AND MY HUSBAND ARE SAFE IN OUR HOME, sleeping or eating perhaps.

A lesson learned again.... Geez!

I'd like to think that I'm okay, but I'm not.  I'm really weak today.  Walking from my pc station to the restroom seems like miles away from me.  I keep on gasping for breath because of this damn cough that doesn't want to go away.

This had started last Sunday.  We went swimming, thinking that this can be cured by the water.  But then, it turned worst.  Now, I can't breathe properly. I can't sleep because I can hear my noisy nose and myself having this "halak" which is really "nakakailang".  Good thing my cookie's okay.  I don't want him to feel what I feel right now.  

I'm sad because I have to give up the second half of my shift just because of my "breathing system" that almost all my customers noticed.  They're thinking that I might have an asthma and they've told me to take a rest after my shift. (How sweet... I just hope they're really concern).  Perhaps they're thinking that they're speaking with an old lady whose hard of breathing. Haha!!!

Kidding aside, I just hope I can find the cure for this damn cough.  It hurts my back so bad, I can't even relax.  

Pray for me so that this will end soon....... I hate this....................

Though I hate to say it, well, yes it's true.  I hate people yelling at me or swearing at me.. I hate people telling me foul words that's too much to take by a normal person.

I - AM - JUST - DOING - MY - FUCKING - RESPONSIBILITY - IN - THIS - GODDAMN - DSL - COMPANY.

Yeah, I know you might say that I really must not be affected since these fucking assholes are too far from where am I right now, and they can't pinch even my ear, but I'm too stressed and I'm too fucking emotionally disturbed right now!  There are so many of them who only knows how to yell, swear and whatever everytime they can't connect , but did they even bother asking us if we're tired of receiving the same - usual - connectivity - and - "user" - issue - calls?  

THEY NEVER DID BECAUSE THEY'RE CUSTOMERS, AND CUSTOMERS ARE ALWAYS "BULLSHIT FUCKING RIGHT"!

But can you blame me...?  I should be teaching kids, but I'm teaching adults on how to troubleshoot their "hopeless computers" and "hopeless connection" which is down almost all the time.  Once I have my teaching license, I SWEAR I WON'T GO BACK TO THIS TYPE OF JOB EVER AGAIN!!  We're earning huge money than regular employee does, but you'll be too sick and tired of their "foul" words (and yet they call themselves PROFESSIONAL, which is too FUCKING CRAP FOR ME!!)

Some of them are also not just satisfied of swearing; they also have this thing called "RACIAL DISCRIMINATION" that they themselves can't just accept. (Pretending to be good hearted ones.. Pathetic!!!)

Well, I just want to air this out.... I'm just tired of this job which keeps on degrading my personality each and everytime I receive STUPID IRATE CALLS.  

Give me respect, will yah!!!! BULLSHITS!!!

I've been staying in that "station" for so many months now since I started working at night back here in RS...  I just hate the fact that someone's locking my usually used pc, and I'm damn fucked because I even woke up earlier just for me to redeem my throne again.  Grrr... yeah am damn so pissed off!!! I'm really selfish!!! 

It's all because I have all my fucking files in that lovely pc of mine.  Not to mention the enabled sound card on it.  

Not to mention my cookie right beside "her" who locks that damn pc!!!  Grrrr!!!!!!  I hate her!!!!!

Honestly, I can accept the fact that she's there if she really arrived earlier than me.  But the main fact that she's almost late just now and her hair is wet already is telling me that she just locked that damn PC.  (I hate her for that!!!)

I know there's no PC ownership, that's why I just look for available station if my previous PC wasn't available.  But having her "fucking headset" on that lovely station of mine is really pissing me off!!!!!! DAMN IT!!!!!!!

Next time, I'll make sure she'll learn her lesson.   I'm bad.. yeah, I am!!!